Lately I've just been so tired. I get sleepy at the most weirdest time of the day. I always have to fight this urge to sleep.

But when it comes to the time I actually have to go to sleep at night, I just dont want to. I look for every excuse not to - long hour showers, read a book.... Even when I am so tired. I just dont know why.

And when I do go to sleep, I want to sleep forever. And not wake up.