Looking at my workspace desk and realizing how much drugs I have been taking in the last month and a half blows my mind away.

There's Nyquil, Dayquil, Tylenol Flu Day / Night, Neocitran, Vicks Vapour Rub, Tylenol Cold...... No wonder I woke up in the middle of the night one time thinking how come I never noticed before that I had little doggies printed on my floral blanket. Another night I decided they were dragons and not little doggies.

I just hope that is the extent of the brain cells that have been zapped into oblivion by these wonderful drugs that are supposed to make it better. And I do feel better... Really.... (fingers crossed behind my back) because I just can not afford to be sick. It's no fun ride really. Headaches, backaches, stuffy nose, uncontrollable coughing.

It's not a pretty sight. I feel like I have this glowing aura of germs around me and I feel cruddy everywhere.

At least today I feel like I can eat. I am craving to eat. I'll go make breakfast now.