I tossed and turned all night long. I fell asleep. Woke myself up because I just kept on muttering nonesense stuff. In fact, my crazy mind was writing this crazy post halfway by 6 in the morning. It's not that my mind is restless, it just has too many words and ideas going on that it just will not shut itself long enough for me to fall asleep. Pretty soon I'm gonna have to change the description of this blog to - The Imaginary Diva on Sleepless Nights.....

I know I'm allergic to sleeping. Maybe I've got a phobia that I have been ignoring way too long. I know it's not anxiety that bring this on. I mean, what am I to be anxious about? I wake up, take a shower, sit on my computer at home, remember to eat from time to time. And that's pretty much how my daily life goes.

I always get like this during exam time in uni or right before a big pitch or sales presentation. My mind likes to repeat the same information over and over again until it finally knows that I can do it 100% right. Oh, well.

If anyone has got a cure for all this craziness. Let me know. I've done yoga, meditaion, and even sleeping pills. Nothing works. I just need the words to go away. You know what I mean?